Today was officially my last day of school (I only have to go in for exams). I sat alone for four hours and then a girl said she hated me completely randomly. It’s nice to know that even when it’s probably the last time we will all see each other, I wasn’t worth speaking to. Today was awkward and embarrassing. The teachers went on about how ‘amazing’ our years at...
To whom it may concern, we didn’t want it to end like this. We wanted to live....– (via snowchoco-imvu-suicide-room)
Anonymous asked: And yet I'm still here. Always curious about you always wondering how you are and if there's something I can do. Ya know, you helped me through a really hard time and may have even saved me for a bit. I'm not going to let you think you have no one when you have me. Even if you won't come to me ill gladly come to you.
Anonymous asked: How do you figure?
Anonymous asked: But your not as alone as you think, love.
Still feeling really down. The suicidal thoughts just never go away. I wish things were different. I wish I wasn’t so alone.
WHY IS STUDENT FINANCE SO COMPLICATED. SORT YOUR WEBSITE OUT YOU FUCKING IDIOTS.
dahlstrom: europe your taste in music is terrible.
arkenstoners: the voting is so intense you can cut the tension with the knife that your neighboring country will use to stab your country in the back with
ikolism: quick everyone vote for greece and watch them panic
nathsora: At the start of eurovision, Europe are like a big family but when the voting starts it’s like the motherfucking hunger games
mr-boggins: riddlemetom: actual girl on fire in europe’s hunger games HOW THE FUCK HAVE YOU GIFFED THAT ALREADY
Eurovision 2013 basically was
chris-brown-those-eggs: Jesus A Gay Dracula A hipster Thor Drunk Greeks A giant And lots and lots of eyebrows
secretlymisha: as far as i can tell from my dash there’s some sort of gay musical olympics going on that only europe was invited to
doclecter: that’s it. the rest of europe can go home. nothing can anything top this
I don’t think we even tried at all
I LOVE EUROVISION
youknowyourebritishwhen: *war cry* TONIGHT’S THE NIGHT *techno pop music* TO COME IN LAST PLACE
soiwatchthestars: friendly reminder that the eurovision starts in less than an hour
GUYS IT’S THE EUROVISION
leonmcgann: agroncriss: i remember when france gave the uk one point last year and then graham norton said: we built a tunnel to your country to non-europeans this post will be so confusing
Just a warning to all my followers, I WILL reblog the shit out of the Eurovision on Saturday.
Looking in the mirror makes me want to puke. I don’t even have to force it, I immediately start to retch. I fucking hate myself. I am disgusting. Everything about me is disgusting. I can’t stand being trapped in this…thing. I don’t care if it makes me sound crazy, that bitch in the mirror is not me and never will be. That thing can’t be me. Are those fat, scarred...
Sick of eating. Sick of not eating. Sick of not...
guys I didn’t die today and this is a huge accomplishment because I honestly thought I was going to die in a horrible and bloody accident. The downside is a lot more people hate me now.
I just wish there was someone I could turn to and tell when I feel like hurting myself. Or when I’ve spent all day trying not to cry because I feel so depressed I want to give up on everything.
There is no point to anything. Why bother? I don’t understand. Why should I live? what’s the point? I am ugly. Not just on the outside, I have an ugly personality. I hate myself for it. I can’t do anything right. I can’t do this shit anymore. I am not good enough. I tried to purge while at the rink today. I never thought I could be there and feel so low. I never thought...
I give up. I give up. I give up. I give the fuck up.
I was doing a spin at skating tonight and accidentally kicked the back of my blade into my leg and it cut me. It actually really hurt which is hilarious considering the things I’ve done to myself.
Anonymous asked: And when none of that works?