Looking in the mirror makes me want to puke. I don’t even have to force it, I immediately start to retch. I fucking hate myself. I am disgusting. Everything about me is disgusting. I can’t stand being trapped in this…thing.

I don’t care if it makes me sound crazy, that bitch in the mirror is not me and never will be. That thing can’t be me. Are those fat, scarred legs really mine? Those fat arms? That face? That is not me. I’m so embarrassed and ashamed that this is how people see me. Everything about me is hideous.

God I wish I could wipe myself out of existence.

Useless piece of shit.

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